finally, he no longer appear in my mind.. =) *happy*Whew* he's causing a lot of unhappiness in me... but glad that he's finally gone... hope he's gone for good...

he commented that i no longer look so tight up and able to play more with him.. haha well i guess it could be also due to i finally make up my mind, he no longer appear suddenly plus the fact that our plans are getting more concrete...

was glad that he like the fact that i'm a simple ger and rather spend the time with family than working on my career. But yet at the same time i feel that probably i shouldn't be thinking this way.. if this is the case, then won't it be too tough on him in the future?

everything is going up.. but salary not really moving up at the same pace.. haha well at least for now it's still reasonable...

for us woman, we have so many things that we like and want to get.. the list is never ending.. sometimes after thinking i will choose not to get it myself as i think i don't need it but as he don't like to see the disappointment on my face he will try his best to get it for me.. which i appreciate so much...

he's the kind of traditional man who will wants his wife to stay home and look after the children and take care of the housework, if the woman should go out to work, it should be because she's interested and working to pass time and not for the income.. (appreciate his thoughts) as much as i don't enjoy working, i would rather work to support my own spending habits then to ask for monies from him.. some how don't really like this idea of approaching the man for the monies.. especially when we woman are always saying man and woman are equal.. but then again look at this... totally contradict..

of cos another good point will be to prevent unnecessary problems of things such as why are you always buying this and that.. well at least i can reply saying i'm spending my own monies not urs... =D

as of now, according to our plan... i will need to carry on working... hopefully to save as much as i can to fulfill my dream... and not to use his monies for my plan... 5 yrs down the road and i will be able to do whatever i want... i being loved by him and that's the most wonderful thing.. =)