alright... it's a very outdated post... i haven't upload anything on his bday celebration.. haiz.. due to my hectic schedule.. i'm finding it so hard to blog now...

back to his bday 08...

i made:


- ice cream lychee cake (the crust is made of cornflakes)




- pineapple fried rice




- sweet and sour fish




- mushrooms




- lychee chicken

his comments: love the lychee ice cream cake, pineapple fried rice not too bad, cannot find any fish (*sign), innovative for the lychee chicken and yummy... and thumbs up for my effort....

well i spent like almost half a day in the kitchen with him shouting"darling are u done yet? we are going to be late in meeting the guys!" "juz wait can! or meet them later!! stop rushing me!" it's not easy cooking all this dishes when this is my first time!! at the end of it, i'm perspiring like crazy.. and we didn't get to enjoy it cos rushing out to meet the guys for the super import night with mike.. =(



at the super import night, the GTRs dominate the show.. so disappointing... i was hoping to see more of exotic cars but end up... kinda waste of $$.... well but darling love GTRs so much....

after the super import night, we went to pick colin up and we are off to zouk!! happening siaz .. darling... haha 30 liao lor... hahaha

well... we only sit down and play games... poor colin, always bullied by darling...

but well... everyone laugh like crazy and we can't seem to stop cos the bday boi keep bullying colin... for no reason... =D

the most happening thing during zouk is a "woman" approaching our ah mike for help in smsing... so irritating yet so amusing... "she" actualli borrowed a lighter so that it will be brighter and can txt better... being the kapoh me, i find it so irritating that i move towards mike and help him.. but tat "she" like don't seem to get it... arugh... feel like chasing "her" away with a broom.. =P "she" seem to think that we don't mind "her" presence and even ask us for a drink!! darling rejected and ask "her" to get "her" own drink!! wahahaa (try harder next time!!) and soon after "she" left.. thank god!! wonder how will it be like if "she" approach colin.... hmmm

and of cos, we continues with the game and poor colin always kanna bullied and darlin kept laughing when i lose *evil him*... i think that night me, colin drink the most.. mike n darling always so heng... =P

our supper

anyway according to all of them, i'm drunk and i even tell them that i wanna smoke!!! i can't believe it .. usually i will know what i'm doing even if i'm drunk but that night i think i'm just gone... haha... but not true also leiz.. i can still pose n eat supper properly.. hmmmm just that i'm a bit more chatty ma....

cannot remember what time we reach home liao... i can onli remembered darling saying : "bao bei wake up, i very tired liao." "let me rest a while more." i said... poor baby... gotta be chauffeur and send everyone home..

yup... and we slept till late afternoon the next day.....


and this yr darling pressie is all related to his car.... gauges from colin and rsm frm me!!

HAPPY BDAY BAOBEI!!

tadang!!!!

it was a short n simple message, with him kneeling down with the ring, " angelia , love of my life, will you marry me?" (direct quote from sex and the city... if anyone of ur watch it)


surprise... shock... no... ask him to get up.. not sure it was me who is feeling shy or him.. just want him to stand up and get out of the place..


will you? .... no ... y? ... no... why no?? no idea...


i think he was upset.. extremely upset..

we were at keppel marina, prive, celebrating my 23 bday at prive... lovely place with nice ambiance and scenery.. great service with selective fantastic food... everything was great... after dinner went for a walk along the pier.... lovely...

scallop with salmon...

our appetizer...

lamp chop

tapenade crusted chilean sea bass with warm sauce vierge

our dessert...

we started to explore the building .. but it's only a two storey building and within 5mins, we are done, he's down with a stomachache and i carried on with my cam-whoring.... Ha..


I discovered he's taking so much time in the toilet than i decide to cam-whore somewhere... in the ladies toilet... =D and when i was out, i realised i have a miss call from him... oppps.... when i returned his call, he appear out of nowhere and with the ring on his hand, he kneel down and said," angelia, love of my life, will you marry me?"

his voice was trembling and his hands was shaking...


i feel that he wanted to say more things but somehow, it was all choked up... i replied with a no.. and in return, i get a pair of red eyes... i guess i was expecting something but i didn't want to tell him... he ignored my answer and just went ahead with wearing the ring on my fingers, i got even more upset.. why is this happening? and i just want to leave this place...



on the way to his car, he kept asking, what' wrong darlin? why are u upset? i ignored him and just ask him are we going anywhere else if not let's go home.. i knew i hurt him.. and i can see it in his actions...


on the way out of keppel marina, i remove the ring from my finger and put in back in the box.. and in fact, i almost tear but i didn't want to show it to him... i so wanted to say a "yes" but i didn't know what stopped me.. the absence of flowers? not enough of sweet and declaring his undying love for me?? i have no idea... realistic? or still fantasizing???


i asked him, where are we going??? he say, "sentosa, tanjong beach."


i wanted to smile... that's the first place we went when we just started.. it was such an amazing night on 31 oct 06, the first night that i felt so loved ever since i fell out of it a year back... in the car park, i took out the ring and wear it on my finger, lean towards him, and say, "Yes, I do. i wanna be your wife." i place my hand in front on him, immediately i saw tears in his eyes.. i knew how happy he was and yet so hurt just now... i feel so mean... after a few minutes of the private moment, we got down the car and walk towards the place...

during the walk, he kept asking, will you marry me? will you marry me? he sound like a little kid who don't believe he get what he wants and wanted to be reassure again and again.. he even kneel down again.. silly him! but i guess, it must be also me who make him feel this way.. insecure... haiz.. I'm always the cause of his unhappiness and insecurity... I'm really mean... despite the short period of unhappiness, the rest of the evening was wonderful..

my present... =)

it's a blessing to loved and be loved... from this moment, i got to learn not to hurt the people who love me, at the end of it, I'm the one who get punished.. not by anyone but myself..

i do and i can't wait to be his wife.. I'm still wondering what stop me from saying a yes... it's so good to have him.. his hugs and kisses.. him and his silly jokes always perks me up... love it when he hugs me to sleep.. love it when i see his creative expression of the food that i cook for him.. i wish to take care of him.. and i want to be there for him.. love it when we are sitting on the sofa watching show together..

especially when i already agreed to him previously.. why i say a no now??? of cos at the end i say yes.. but still I'm wondering why i say a no when deep down inside my heart was saying yes, yes, yes...

countdown..

surprise!!

received a surprise yday from BO yday...

when he first came into my office.. i noticed that he's all dressed u (cos usually he will be in bermuda and t-shirt) , he looked really good.. =) ask him why.. first he say going dating must wear nice than he say want to celebrate my passing of exams.. decide to bring me somewhere nice for dinner... =)

he waited for me about 1hr in the office as i need to complete my report for my practicum.. was really stress and sian.. nvm another one down.. yIppEE!!!

when we went down to the car park to get the car, put my bag at the back seat, walk back to the front seat, my face immediately light up (i think) when i saw...

my surprise!!! it's been a while since i last receive flowers from him.. for a moment i thought. "what occasion is it today? how come i don't remember?" i ask him and his reply was,"cos you pass your exam, than i see you so down and stress recently, decide to cheer you up, so buy you this and bring you for a nice dinner, pus i also long time never surprise you le." =)

my fourth bouquet! (this time round roses usually is tulips) =)

so sweet... that's good bout him.. he know when i'm happy and when i'm not.. he's a SNAG... to be honest.. i was glad that i pass my exam and i wasn't really thinking about it. as what he always say what the worst thing that can happen.. at most retake again lorz... the thing that make me so happy is seeing him everyday.. it just brighten up my day (he's my sunshine and i'm his sunshine) =D love his smile...

went to school quickly submit my assignment and we went for dinner!

ask him where is he bringing me to.. he say duxton hill and went on telling me he did his research and he plan this time round... he went online to search for places to eat... (cos previously i complain bout him not planning... what if something went wrong.. den how?) it's been a while since the 2 of us go out and have a proper nice dinner.. i guess cos we haven't been feeling well and want to stay at home.. actually he's still coughing last nite but.. haiz.. he naughty...

we finally reach the place.. it's The toucan irish pub...

outside of the pub, there's even a wishing well and a garden.. its very pretty! he told me he choose this place bcos of the wishing well and he know i will definitely like it.. and well i love it! i love this kind of places! thank you so much darling for making the effort.. really appreciate it lots lots.. *muUacCks*

we are at toucan!! =)

last nite was the first time i took dinner at a bar counter as one of the section is close for private function for St' Patrick day... was kinda refreshing... haha

we ordered...

fish and chips

crispy chilly chicken

toucan wings..

the food was fantastic! yUmmY!! after that we head home as i still got to work the next day =) had a really wonderful evening... enjoyed myself... esp. just the two of us =) i'm thankful i met someone like him who will surprise me once in a while and never get tired of reassuring me( i wonder does he) i have doubts.. not him but myself.. just to end it off.. the feeling of being surprised is just so wonderful... =D



Our pIxs

having him besides me is the best thing that can ever happen.. =) love him lots....