went to sign the lease agreement and decide that it shall be joint tenancy.. =)

the whole precess was pretty first apart from his questions about fire insurance.. in actual fact i wasn't listening at all, system shut down cos i was too hungry liao... HaHa and he knows it cos i will never be bothered about all this... well well.. have him to pay attention to all this will do le ma.. after all i can predict that in the future more planning about the house and wedding will be done by me rather him... and his job will be the financial controller! Ha

after signing and paying the 5% down payment... the next thing will be the collection of keys! I'm so excited.. can't wait...

Status of Application

Status

The Probable Completion Date of your new flat is 30 Nov 2012. HDB will invite you to take possession of the flat when the construction of the flat is completed.

even thought the completion date is stated as 30 Nov 2012, the customer service told us it will be probably ready by 30/11/2011.. yipEE!! if reali is that date, after the wedding then we got to save up monies for renovation... at that time, i guess we will really see a extremely big hole...

time pass faster please!!


I'm excited about my next stage of life and how my life will be.. i bet it will be good... =D

with a loving, caring husband and sweet family of both.. I'm blessed.. bad things please please stay away from me.. I'm already had enough, now it's time to drown myself in happiness and sweetness...

was surfing the net cos i was getting a bit bored in the office and came across this webby..

http://www.maggiesottero.com/

the gowns are all so lovely..

but the one that reali caught my attention is this

http://www.maggiesottero.com/dress.aspx?keywordText=adelaide&line=m&keywordType=any&page=0&pageSize=64&style=A3157


juz can't take my eyes off this... it's just so lovely...

simply love the details at the waistline.. simple yet classy... how can anyone not like this??

showed my darling this gown but his comment was glaring.. =(

hey! shouldn't it be this way? glaring and "can't take my eyes of it"?

doesn't matter anyway i wont be able to get it in SG cos it's only available in the states and it's best to try out the gown or at least work with the designer to see if this is suitable... ah well.. who knows i may have a change of mind next year..

hmmm but if i never change my mind.. this shall be it.. this shall be my MTM EG... wonder what colour should it be? probably lilac? pale pink? the thought of it make me happy.. =D

i can't wait for that day.. =D

i'm soooo in love with him.... i can't wait.... even though now we are as good as married but life will be even better with our own house, our little heaven...

went online and and saw....

Date Applied		Mode of Sale	Estate	Flat-Type	Application Status
05 Jan 2008		BTO	Punggol 21	4-Room	Your appointment to sign the Agreement for Lease is 29 Jul 2008 at 1:10 PM.

Yippee!! finally... we have been waiting and waiting.... and finally we are going to sign soon... But also monies gone.. =(

never mind.. like what darling always say, money can always be earn back..

our future house!! cant' wait for it to be ready.. can't wait for the day whereby we start planning...

it was a short n simple message, with him kneeling down with the ring, " angelia , love of my life, will you marry me?" (direct quote from sex and the city... if anyone of ur watch it)


surprise... shock... no... ask him to get up.. not sure it was me who is feeling shy or him.. just want him to stand up and get out of the place..


will you? .... no ... y? ... no... why no?? no idea...


i think he was upset.. extremely upset..

we were at keppel marina, prive, celebrating my 23 bday at prive... lovely place with nice ambiance and scenery.. great service with selective fantastic food... everything was great... after dinner went for a walk along the pier.... lovely...

scallop with salmon...

our appetizer...

lamp chop

tapenade crusted chilean sea bass with warm sauce vierge

our dessert...

we started to explore the building .. but it's only a two storey building and within 5mins, we are done, he's down with a stomachache and i carried on with my cam-whoring.... Ha..


I discovered he's taking so much time in the toilet than i decide to cam-whore somewhere... in the ladies toilet... =D and when i was out, i realised i have a miss call from him... oppps.... when i returned his call, he appear out of nowhere and with the ring on his hand, he kneel down and said," angelia, love of my life, will you marry me?"

his voice was trembling and his hands was shaking...


i feel that he wanted to say more things but somehow, it was all choked up... i replied with a no.. and in return, i get a pair of red eyes... i guess i was expecting something but i didn't want to tell him... he ignored my answer and just went ahead with wearing the ring on my fingers, i got even more upset.. why is this happening? and i just want to leave this place...



on the way to his car, he kept asking, what' wrong darlin? why are u upset? i ignored him and just ask him are we going anywhere else if not let's go home.. i knew i hurt him.. and i can see it in his actions...


on the way out of keppel marina, i remove the ring from my finger and put in back in the box.. and in fact, i almost tear but i didn't want to show it to him... i so wanted to say a "yes" but i didn't know what stopped me.. the absence of flowers? not enough of sweet and declaring his undying love for me?? i have no idea... realistic? or still fantasizing???


i asked him, where are we going??? he say, "sentosa, tanjong beach."


i wanted to smile... that's the first place we went when we just started.. it was such an amazing night on 31 oct 06, the first night that i felt so loved ever since i fell out of it a year back... in the car park, i took out the ring and wear it on my finger, lean towards him, and say, "Yes, I do. i wanna be your wife." i place my hand in front on him, immediately i saw tears in his eyes.. i knew how happy he was and yet so hurt just now... i feel so mean... after a few minutes of the private moment, we got down the car and walk towards the place...

during the walk, he kept asking, will you marry me? will you marry me? he sound like a little kid who don't believe he get what he wants and wanted to be reassure again and again.. he even kneel down again.. silly him! but i guess, it must be also me who make him feel this way.. insecure... haiz.. I'm always the cause of his unhappiness and insecurity... I'm really mean... despite the short period of unhappiness, the rest of the evening was wonderful..

my present... =)

it's a blessing to loved and be loved... from this moment, i got to learn not to hurt the people who love me, at the end of it, I'm the one who get punished.. not by anyone but myself..

i do and i can't wait to be his wife.. I'm still wondering what stop me from saying a yes... it's so good to have him.. his hugs and kisses.. him and his silly jokes always perks me up... love it when he hugs me to sleep.. love it when i see his creative expression of the food that i cook for him.. i wish to take care of him.. and i want to be there for him.. love it when we are sitting on the sofa watching show together..

especially when i already agreed to him previously.. why i say a no now??? of cos at the end i say yes.. but still I'm wondering why i say a no when deep down inside my heart was saying yes, yes, yes...

just look through my module requirement and i only left ;

ECH	K13	THE INQUIRY CURRICULUM
ECH	K14	PROC ADMINTN EARLY CH'HD SETG
ECH	K15	SUPERVISED PRACTICUM 4

yippee~!!! 3 more modules to go.. hmm not exactly 3 but 2 modules! yeah!


that means i will have more time for myself, my work, my loves ones and i will have more leaves back to myself!! finally.. but probably may be delayed a bit cos i might delayed my practicum.. nvm anyway only 1 module.. keke this mean next semester, my time table also will not be so packed... =)

i can't wait... after my this 3rd practicum basically i'm left without much things to do for my school....

i hope time pass faster!! =)