had a talk about his past relationship and what happen... i know it will make me feel uncomfortable but i still ask about it.. silly me right?? serves me right for feeling the way that i am feeling now... i ask for it...
long story... i feel like a replacement... also don't know how to put it... my heart just feel uncomfortable... maybe i feel that at that point of time i was being compared and i don't like that feeling... if he's really comparing and i'm the one chosen should i be happy or should i not? if he never compare then i so stupid...
man only ask the women past relationship before they start and stop when they are in a relationship cos to them only the future matters... but women ask before they start and even when they are in the relationship.. not just once but many many times.... strange... maybe not all but i certainly belong to this category...
i think it's cos i want to hear the differences between me and the previous and that i'm better and far more superior than them... especially when the complements come without you asking...that feeling is even more shiok... come on all women think their guy previous women are heart breakers... likewise the man feel the same way too.. just admit it..
all people likes to listen to good thing.. this fact will never ever change...
i wish i can stop asking... i think i can do it... but give me abit more time.. i'm sure i can.. when i have more confidence in myself and higher self esteem...
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