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Friday 23 May 2008


"aNgeLiA ™ says:

u Noe last nite i couldnt' slp, suddenly i tink of how we met.. den i wonder wat will happen if u turn up at kent ridge

m@DmONk says:

aNgeLiA ™ says:

will we start even earlier.. or thEre too many ppl for u to even Notice me

m@DmONk says:

that's why someTimes it's like fated lor BBQ also alot of people mar

m@DmONk says:

we are fated to be together baby even though I miss the first , still eventually we met

aNgeLiA ™ says:

BBq de place is so small how can we Miss each other? kent ridge so big n dark u Nv Noe...

m@DmONk says:

i think we're fated darling.. even if we miss each other in kent ridge, BBQ we sure could have met

m@DmONk says:

since i never go kent ridge, i still met and fell in love with at the BBQ means we fated no matter what..

aNgeLiA ™ says:

juz a thot..

m@DmONk says:

Baby, i'll always love, honour, cherish, respect and treasure you!!!"



he's always so sweet.. since the first time i met him.

i just love to think about how we met... i guess that's my nature.. i feel so sweet whenever i think of how we met..

million of people walk past you but how many people do u actually notice and eventually get to know each other?

the first time we met was at a BBQ. Chatted a bit here and there. First impression of him was friendly, sincere and someone who can speak well. He make an impression. a real nice impression. was hoping he will ask for my number but he never, abit disappointed but no choice. i didn't want to go for the BBQ cos i feel that it's going to be a bunch of car enthusiastic around and i know nuts about car, but after awhile, i rather be a idiot among them than staying alone at home watching vcds. so i went with my bro.

"if i choose not to go for the BBQ with my bro, will i still have the chance to meet him?? the first meet up at kent ridge he wanted to go but didn't cos he scratch his bummer(i think) and lost his mood.. if he had turn up, will we miss each other? there's so many people over there and it's kinda dark there too.. if we realli met each other then, how will it be like?"

He actually filled up my mind for a few days. i kept thinking about him. the way he speak and the way he carry himself. i'm a sucker for man who can carry himself well. apparently at the BBQ, he was the only one who caught my eyes... i wonder when can i see him again. after awhile i decide to stop thinking about him as i don't think it's possible between me n him cos i don't even know when will we meet up again..

then one day, i receive a phone from my bro that this guy that i have been thinking about asked him for my number and whether can he have it. i was like, "juz give him my number and how come u don't have my number!". i waited quite some time for his call as he only call me at night when my bro give him my number in the noon. Throughout that period, my phone was beside me all the time, i kept wondering how come so long he still never call me..


our first conversation goes like this, (cannot remember the exact words)

him : hello, still remember me? i'm adrian, we met at ted's workplace (how can i not remember?)
me : yes.

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we started talking on the phone and sending msgs.

soon after, my bro have another meet up which is the steamboat gathering at marina south. That's the second time we met.. and he offer to pick me up cos my bro is not free. (more likely i'm too troublesome liao)

i waited so long for him at home. i kept looking out at the window wondering is he here yet. How i wish to see him now. i don't know why. But i just want to see him. i want to see the guy who i have been talking on the phone with. The guy who have been msging me sweet goodnight msgs. not that i forget how he look like. But i just want to. He make me laugh. we exchange alot of msg whilst waiting.

him: hey babe, sorry to keep you waiting.. i'm almost going to be done soon... really sorry.. i know it's an unspoken rule, never to keep a lady waiting... you must be starving by now..

me: its ok, take your time. i'm not hungry yet. i took the ai xin xue ge remember?

....................................................................................

and awhile later, he reach and he call me. actually i already know.. cos i keep looking out of the window. keke when i walk down, i saw him. i pretended that i don't remember but actually i do. i seriously do remember how he loook like. just wanted to be abit more ...... keke

in the car, we didn't really converse much. was just listening to the music. i saw him looking at the rear mirror and a few times our eyes met. i don't know is he looking out for the car or looking at me. But deep down inside, i'm smiling. i know he's interested in me. so do i. i'm interested in him too. But still have to be a bit more reserve afterall i'm a ger. =) During the journey to marina south, he's playing "ji shi ben". almost teared. feeling very down. alot of things went through my mind. my past r/s. i just broke up not long ago and he's still in my mind. i guess he notice this that's why he keep looking back. At marina south, he was really sweet. He not only serve me, but peel prawns for me. =) till today i can still remember the look on his face and how his friends tease me. of course my bro too.

After that, we head towards loyang temple. naturally, i will take my bro's car. I was surprise when he ask me why don't take his car and even suggested colin (his frd) to take my bro's car instead. kekeke i know i know the reason why. But just pretend. keke ger mar...

at loyang temple we was walking side by side, but occasionally we will go our own separate ways looking at things. (he told me after that, he don't want to appear too obvious keke) after the temple went to the coffee shop and drink coffee with the gang.. was realli fun. it's was the first time that i join such a big group. During the coffee session, our eyes met a few times. i tried my best not to be very obvious but still i got caught... =)

i'm still questioning him about why he choose me, why is he so attracted to me, how u feel on our first date, what do u feel like doing on the first date, why me, am i really the ger he wants to be with for the rest of his life (even though we are already planning), why this why that even though we have already been together for almost 2years... sometimes it got me wonder, does he find me a nuisance?


i just love to think about the past and immerse myself in those kind of mood.... the feeling is amazing...







What type of Heart do you have?


Careful Heart

Careful Heart


You take your time and do not fall in love easily.You give 50% in a relationship, and expect 50% in return.You like to handle your problems directly and immediately. You are alright with not seeing him/her so often. you expect the person to change for you.You measure your desire to whomever you love by the amount of desire he shows you.You fall out of love easily.


hmmm....kinda surprised by this result cos half of it is true half is not... anyway jsut for fun.. i also don't know how to judge haha






Application Status - HLE

Status of Application

Status HDB has processed your application. You will be receiving the HLE letter by mail.


HDB Loan Eligibility (HLE) Details

HLE Approved Date 22 May 2008
HLE Expiry Date 21 Aug 2008
Loan Eligibility Amount Up to $***,600 *
Eligible Flat Type For purchase of all flat type
Repayment Period Up to 30 years
Monthly Instalment $ 1,*** (based on the above loan amount)

*Subject to HDB's prevailing policies and the terms and conditions stated in the HLE letter. The actual loan amount which is subsequently granted may be lower than the Loan Eligibility Amount.


YIppEE!! finally our HLE approve le... been waiting and waiting...


But this also means i going to start owing ppl money liao... =(





Thursday 22 May 2008



wasn't feeling too good for the past 2 days including today...


stress up with work, school work and feeling a bit upset with him..

i feel that i cannot take it anymore.. too much for me to take... i just want to be a simple woman who stay at home and cook for my hubby.. that's all i want...

even though i was a bit upset with him, yet i receive a surprise from him ...





this is how sweet he is, how thoughtful he is, n how asshole is he by making me cry in the office.. so glad no one is in the office else they will wonder what's happening.. (there a sweet msg inside but it's specially for me..)


he's just so silly and it sure good to have him..

cracking stupid jokes and making a fool out of himself just to make me laugh...

i'm upset still.. for being such a bitch to him for the past 2 days... for not giving me the hugs and kisses that i wanted so much that night.. for being so rough with me that night.. for being so mean to me that night.. for making me feel disappointed in him that night... for making my tears flowing non-stop now.. yet deep down i know i love him so much still...



aNgeLiA ™ says:

silly baby y u send me flowers??

m@DmONk says:

cheer up

aNgeLiA ™ says:

u onli make me cRy like tis

m@DmONk says:

dun

m@DmONk says:

why u ?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

silly u

aNgeLiA ™ says:

tReat me so nice for wat?

m@DmONk says:

coz are my beloved mar

aNgeLiA ™ says:

no wonder u ask for my add.

m@DmONk says:

my one and only mar

m@DmONk says:

u like?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

yEs..

m@DmONk says:

got 2 dogs?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

how cOMe?

m@DmONk says:

becoz i feel that the flower so bright and cheerful, so order and cheer u up lor

aNgeLiA ™ says:

how coem de sudden thot?

m@DmONk says:

dunno, just thot of doing it lor..

aNgeLiA ™ says:

Thank u baobei

m@DmONk says:

u are welcome

m@DmONk says:

dun cry

aNgeLiA ™ says:

stIll cRyin

aNgeLiA ™ says:

i'm very tOUched..

m@DmONk says:

why?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

i'm very tOUched..
m@DmONk says:

silly baby

aNgeLiA ™ says:

keep tearin

aNgeLiA ™ says:

all cos of u

m@DmONk says:

sorry

m@DmONk says:

well at least u take pictures of it

aNgeLiA ™ says:

??

aNgeLiA ™ says:

tonight how am i goin to bring it to schoOl?

m@DmONk says:

i dunno maybe u leave it in office until sat?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

sat?

aNgeLiA ™ says:

donwan

aNgeLiA ™ says:

i wan to bring HOem

m@DmONk says:

, afer school i bring u go and take ok

aNgeLiA ™ says:

nvm i leave it in celset car first

aNgeLiA ™ says:

* celest

m@DmONk says:

i love u baby

aNgeLiA ™ says:

thank u



i love you baby and thank you so much....




Thursday 8 May 2008

my everylasting love...


my favorites by chicago... fully express out the love... the needs...



You're The Inspiration

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

Chorus:
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together
And i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul



You Came to My Senses

I picture you on the beach
Lying in the sand
Out of reach of my trembling hands
I picture you in a car
Blonde hair in the wind
I picture you in my arms
And the touch of your skin
The smile on your face
The way that you taste

You come to my senses
Every time I close my eyes
I have no defenses
You come to my senses
I cant stop this ache inside
I have no defenses
You come to my senses

Driving home in the cold
January rain
Ive got to find my way out of this pain
I reached for you in the night
I dreamed of your kiss
I woke before it got light
With your name on my lips
Alone in my bed
Your voice in my head


You come to my senses
Every time I close my eyes
I have no defenses
You come to my senses
I cant stop this ache inside
I have no defenses
You come to my senses

I picture you in my arms
And the touch of your skin
The smile on your face
The way that you taste
You come to my senses
Every time I close my eyes
I have no defenses
You come to my senses
I cant stop this ache inside
Oh, I have no defenses
You come to my senses
Ah...


Monday 5 May 2008

countdown..

be strong..



had a talk with caroline about she and her ex.. not feeling very positive about it.. i know and i'm pretty sure that she still feel for him but yet she want to meet up with him if he call her up.. i hope that she wont.. cos ultimately she wont feel good.. probably even more upset..

even though i onli know her for a year or so, she have been a nice friend n classmates.. she brought much joy to me, be it in class or during outing.. =D

i feel for her.. . i know what is she going through now.. But i hope that she won't do whatever she had told me.. cos no matter what it will be her who get hurt... we girls are always on the losing end.. we may appear to be very strong but the stronger we appear to be the weaker we are... we would show our weakness to our female clicks but never to the guy.. cos if we do, it's consider as we lose.. the guy will make use of that and "torture" you.. being gracious and forgive the guy for whatever he do will be a better choice but it's easier said than done especially when the guy had done so much hurt to you.. till now, i still have a soft spot over my ex even though it happened over almost 2 years back.. but i also know i will not believe a single thing that he said if he was to explain to me now... it's meaningless.. cos he should have done that back than when i was trying hard to save the relationship.. but i'm pretty sure whatever he say to me now it'll affect me.. affect how i feel towards again.. therefore.. i would rather not meet him up unless it's a group gathering.. no way in my life am i going to let him affect me again...

so ger out there, be strong and face up with your emotion.. if he's still affecting you and you think that meeting him and talking to him will solve it than by all means.. if not don't give him a chance to affect you... don't allow guys like them to disrupt our life... life is great with or without them... =)


 

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