my best gf message me that she going to see the show flat with her bf.

i know the both of them since secondary school days... and they have been dating since then till now.. finally they are going to get married and settled down..

i was so happy when i saw the message.. i was so excited...

but subsequently she told me she's disappointed in the way he ask her.. there was no proposal at all, only the information of the house and financial plans .. and they never even talk about the topic before.. house.. marriage... only the parent's nagging.. . i guess the thing that got her upset is the fact that there was no mention of their future by him and then suddenly tomorrow they are going to see theshowflat. even though it may not be anything, but seeing a showflat isn't it as good as moving on to the next phase of life as a couple??

she was saying that for me at least he ask me before and talk to me.. that reminds me something... early this year we apply for the flat, why did we apply? who suggested it? marriage was suggested by me.. what about the house? i have very vague memories about it... the only thing that i can remember is him asking me, "what you think?", " so, do you wanna try to apply?" then the next thing i know is we applied and his mother was very happy.. but nobody know what the true reason behind this decision... i am.. of course very happy about us making the decision to get settle down and begin the next phase of life... but i am also upset over an issue that nobody know..

things can never be perfect... being an hopeless romantic there are certain things that i want it to be done in the perfect way show in tv serial.. but yet nothing is perfect... are there a procedure in doing things? or should everything in this world have a procedure? what do u mean by procedure? what do u mean by the right way? what is perfect?


remembered the time whereby i left work early to have a look at the showflat with my important half, i have mixed emotions... i'm excited yet hesitating.. should i just go ahead? i love him.. no doubts about it but at the same time, isn't the decision too hasty? after all we only know which other for probably less than a year at that point of time.. even though love cannot be measured by time but still what bout the understanding? nevertheless, we went ahead with the application, and well, we got it. During the period of waiting, i was always on theHBD website for the fear of our ideal unit got taken by the others.. well what's mine is mine.. in the end, we got another unit. We also had negativefeebacks about the flat saying the fengshui is not good, *sigh* to believe or not to believe? i'm not a believer of any religion or any tradition, if i do it, it's out of respect for the others and the religion/tradition itself. But my the other half is so affected by it, which make me upset too.BUt still, we went ahead with the thought that it's god's will, after all, who will be so lucky to get a god queue number at the first try? another reason is probably we can't wait to be married ba.. =D

flat will be ready in nov 2011, nice time har.. hope there will be no delay.. =)